February 2010
You know,
I’ve tried to be your friend again. I tried talking to you and being nothing but friendly, but obviously you don’t care. I give up. I hope you’re having fun.
Tell me why you disgust me.
I suck at explaining things
gojamaicago:
I mean, I understand it and all. I just can’t put my thoughts into words.
January 2010
I want to be good at something. I want to be...
(via annebtch)
Exactly, except, I don’t want to be good at something, I’m already good at things. I want to be great at something. I’m always good at everything, and never great.
There is a huge difference between being able to do something and being able to exceed in it. I don’t want to be just okay at something, I want to surpass that fine line between those two...
Please Remember - Leann Rimes
“Time,...
“Don’t tell me who I am; because unless I write all my thoughts down on a piece...”
– (via eletheowl)
Daddy's genes.
I can’t find my blue and white scarf. I cleaned my whole room looking for it and the front room couch. I searched through all my drawers and my whole closet. I even texted my best friend, to see if I left it there sometime. It’s nowhere.
When I am looking for something I can’t find, I feel the anger and blame rushing through my body. I am furious and disasterious. My dad is the...
“But I guess it’s always been that way, wanting to be loved, to find someone that...”
– One Tree Hill (via eletheowl)
No One - Aly and AJ
“I am moving through...
I could have the worst temper at times.
“What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who...”
– Chuck Palahniuk (via kari-shma)
Smokers are jokers.
I feel like gagging everytime I smell smoke, it’s honestly digusting. My mom smokes, so much. I hate it. I feel like everything in my home, smells like it. I’m scared what the effect of her smoking so much could do. Lung Cancer is a serious consequence, I don’t understand why people risk it, honestly. It’s not only her in the house, who is effected by it either. All of us...
Out From Under - Britney Spears
“I don’t want to dream about all the things that never were. Then maybe I can live without, when I’m out from under. I don’t want to feel the pain. What good would it do me now? I’ll get it all figured out, when I’m out from under.”
So Yesterday - Hilary Duff
“If it’s over, let it go, and come tomorrow it will seem so yesterday, so yesterday. I’m just a bird that’s already flown away. Laugh it off, let it go and when you wake up it will seem so yesterday, so yesterday. Haven’t you heard that I’m going be okay? Thank you, you made my mind up for me. When you started to ignore me, do you see a single tear? It...
I wish when I say I hate you, I mean it. And by...
“What’s meant to be will always find a way”
– -Trisha Yearwood (via artpixie)
I’m scared that I’ll ruin the way.
Sometimes you begin to have a fear of even having friends, when you can’t trust anyone in the end.
Ew, I hate you. Ugh.
This bothers me way more than it should, damn it.
“I want to be the girl who leaves an everlasting impression on someone. I don’t...”
– (via raindropsonredroses)
Mhm, mhm.
“Fifty miles to go and she was running low on faith and gasoline. It’d been...”
– Jesus, Take The Wheel - Carrie Underwood
I'm afraid to fall again.
gojamaicago:
It’s been my kinda thing to fall hard for a person … and once I do, it takes quite a while for me to get back up, especially if he’s not even there to catch me.
And I wonder,
What if I told you everything I felt? I wonder how you would react and what you would say to me.
I don't understand...
I don’t understand why you can’t just tell me you’re going or you can’t talk or something, so I’m not waiting there, stupidly, waiting for your response. It honestly makes me feel like you don’t want to talk to me. But you’re always the first to talk to me, so I don’t understand. Gah.
But it’s not like I’m ever going to tell you that...
The world is so full of lies, it's hard to believe...
Great listeners,
(via loveczaaarina)
not only hears the words that are being said, but tries to understand the feelings those words are trying to convey, and the intentions in which a person tries to convey them. Always try to keep in mind… Everyone is not great with words, so in the absence of a great communicator try to be a great listener.
Before I die, I want to experience true love &...
(via mik0)
I know, I expect too much out of people. It's my...
Haven’t Met You Yet - Michael Buble...
I'm feeling so much these days.
(via cindyxlove)
In you, you hold the ability to make me happy or...
Why do I keep letting you get to me like this?
School used to be my getaway,
But it doesn’t feel like it anymore. I used to feel at home at school because I hated all the screaming and fighting at my real home. I hated being looked upon as a liar every day of my life because I lost their trust during 7th or 8th grade over one silly mistake. I hated going home just to feel like the house’s biggest disappointment and how everything I did was somehow wrong.
I...
Will I ever learn?
My hopes were brought up so high yesterday morning, even though I had a really big feeling this was going to happen. I don’t understand why I keep letting myself do that to myself. It’s almost like I’m a wishing on the hopeless or hoping for the hopeless. I do it so often, I would have thought, I would have learned and knew how to control it by now. But obviouly not. I’m...
